Adia,
Words can't begin to describe what being your mommy means to me. I feel so blessed that God entrusted me with you. He purposely designed you just for me and I am in such awe of having a beautiful little girl to call my daughter. I definitely do not deserve to have such an amazing gift from God, but I'm so thankful He gave you to me.
Not a day goes by that I don't look at you and thank God. You are my heart. I love you beyond understanding. And I don't think I could count on six hands the amount of "I love you's" I say a day. I couldn't count the amount of kisses I give or the amount of hugs. I promise, not a day will go by without me telling you I love you, no matter how 'uncool' it may be to you in the future. And you will always have more hugs than you can stand.
When you were a newborn, I would just sit and watch you sleep. Even now that you're getting close to the one year mark, I still love to watch you sleep. It's always been so hard to not touch you or pick you up and hold you close. But I know you need your sleep, so I resist the temptation to hold you...most the time.
Loving you came so incredibly natural. I have some faults when it comes to the whole motherhood thing, but loving you is not one.
I watch in amazement of all the news things you are learning to do on your own. Even though it's already starting to break my heart, I'm excited to watch you grow. I look forward to teaching you new things and you teaching me new things.
I always knew that one day I would be a mom. I just had no idea when it would happen. God knew I needed my own little angel on earth, and on June 25th 2010 my little angel was born. You are a masterpiece and I will never be able to describe how it feels to know that God chose ME to be your Mommy. How did I ever get so lucky?!
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